Come Closer to Me by Christie Gordon

Author:Christie Gordon [Gordon, Christie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Amazon: B0BVT9BMXS
Goodreads: 122891918
Published: 2023-04-27T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Thirteen

Axel

I was so fucking in love, it was stupid. As I lay in bed, snuggling with Remy, emotion spilled over inside my heart. It might be time to tell him how I felt. I kissed his head again, pulling him closer to me. Should I say it?

“Axel.” He lifted onto an elbow and focused on my face. “I have a few questions. I hope they’re not stupid, straight guy questions.” He pursed his lips. “I also hope this isn’t a stupid time to be asking this, but, well, we did just have sex so it’s on my mind.”

“Well, you’re not a straight guy, so they would be stupid bisexual questions.” I arched a brow. My love confession should probably wait. “What do you want to know?”

He lowered his brows. “You uh, you used to hook up a lot. Are you on anything for that or did you just use condoms all the time, or what?”

“Are you asking me if I’m on PrEP?” I smirked while he squirmed. He was so not used to this lifestyle. “Yeah, I am. I’m pretty safe when it comes to stuff like that. And yes, I always use condoms.” I didn’t need to tell him I started on the medication when I was sixteen. Mom had made sure I’d gotten on it when she found out I was sexually active.

“What does that mean exactly though?” He rested his chin on my chest, then brushed a bang off my forehead.

“It means, I’m negative for HIV and I don’t intend on getting it. I do get tested every three months, like fucking clockwork.” I brushed my fingers down his back. “How about you?”

“Fuck, I only get tested for shit when I do my wellness exams once a year.” He blew out a breath. “I should probably get tested, huh.” He edged into my side and kissed my chest. “I’d hate to give you something.”

My mind swirled with possibilities. “Remy, if you get tested for everything and are negative, do you want to stop using condoms? I mean, we could, you know.” Was I ready to stop being on the medication? Maybe not right away. Shit happened and a regular STD I could live with, but I didn’t want to face a lifetime of HIV drugs.

He chewed the side of his lower lip. “Yeah, it would be nice to…you know, not have that barrier between us.” He kissed my chest.

My cock stirred and tingled. Damn, I liked that idea, and I liked it even better the way he put it. “You don’t want anything between us?” I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him into a tender kiss. “Neither do I.” I gazed deeply into his eyes, the gray flecks reflecting off the low light in the room.

“Should I uh, should I go on PrEP, too?” He wrinkled his brows.

“That is up to you.” I glanced at the ceiling. This conversation had become a little awkward. Here I had been ready to confess, but now the conversation almost seemed like a marriage proposal.

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